I got questions!!

I do my best thinking when life gives me challenges. I seek answers but sometimes I just have to put them out there. No one has all the answers except for God and who knows if he will share them and if we ever want to know all the answers.

Right now I have some hard questions about life, the questions people have been fighting, arguing about for along time. What is life? When does it really start? When does it end? Who decides when it should end? Does society dictate these answers or is it a personal choice to seek out it's answers.

Some people are afraid to ask these questions because of the ridicule and judgement they may get or people may think they are ignorant for ever questioning for an answer.

So then one might seek the answer from God if they believe in him the creator of the heavens and the universe: what is life? (NIV-Genesis 2:7) the Lord God formed the man from dust of the ground and breathed into his nostrils the breath of life, the man became a living being.

Some people may not believe in a creator or believe there is a God and their understanding about life is different then a religious one. Then you get the argument that a baby isn't really a baby until it is born so it's okay to end its life before it gets the chance to ever have it's first breath. So who really decides when life starts?, the women who terminates her pregnancy early, the Politicians, Doctors, Society? and then you get the argument that it's the women's choice what to do with her own body. Yes, I believe a women has her free will to decide what she does with her own body. I'm a women and for someone to dictate what I can and can't do with my personal being I kind of get a little upset. So who really decides then? For the believer it's God. The unbeliever it's human rights.

So what is life? and when should it be protected? Should society protect people who want to commit suicide? If it's there choice to end their life then why shouldn't they be allowed to end their life? Or why is it so wrong for a Doctor to help one of there patients end his/her suffering? Why is that wrong? If Doctor's are there to preserve life then why not try and preserve an unborn baby? Why is suicide wrong but abortion is okay? Those are questions to think about.

What makes ones life valuable and who gets to decide the value of that life? Society? Women? Men? Religion? or is it the individual person who values ones life and then you think about the unborn child. Does this being who isn't born yet have value to life? Then when does life really began?, The moment an egg and sperm connect or when a baby is born? I don't know the answers. Maybe both are the right answers and it depends on the person.

Then is it really wrong for someone to commit suicide or for someone to help in ending a life from medical suffering, or for someone on death row, for a women to abort an unborn baby. Whatever is right or wrong of what you believe when life begins....then who decides the right answers? Who's right? Who's wrong? Who gets to decide when life should be saved and when life should end? Who deserves life? and what about unborn babies who never gets a chance of living? Do they even have value?

So we place judgement on people with opposition on what we believe is right to life. Maybe we should think about what's right to the individual and let the person decide how they value life and when a women should end a pregnancy. We all have our own beliefs, we all have our own journey in life and we all value life differently so then why should anyone place judgement on someone who thinks and feels differently than yourself?  We all can't be right or are we?  Take care, Peace!!

Powering your Mind!!

I love reading books. I keep telling my children "Mommy's book collection is my legacy to you". The love of reading is a passion for me just like Music is apart of my soul and well being. I like soaking my brain full of knowledge. I typically have an open mind when it comes to books. No subject is off limits to me. I have a vast collection of books about the Holocaust. I have political books, books about faith, books about History, books that are fiction, non fiction and books which celebrities have written.

I make time in my schedule to read. I have 8 books ready for me to dig right in. I'm sure if I had free rein I would put my family into the poor house because of my love of reading. I have to use self control when it comes to buying books.

When I stop being lazy I may set up something on my blog of the books I have read. I don't know yet but we'll see. Here's my fall reading list and I'm hoping to finish these books before Winter starts.

The Roots of Obama's Rage-Dinesh D'Souza
Barefoot in Baghdad-Manal M. Omar
The Confirmation-Ralph Reed
Narrative of the Life of Frederick Douglass an American Slave
The Communist Manifesto and Other Writings-Karl Marx and Freidrich Engels
The Federalist-Alexander Hamilton, James Madison, and John Jay

Coming later is Rules for Radicals and Propaganda. My husband couldn't get these two books at the bookstore yesterday because they didn't have them so I'm going to order these two off the Internet. It's like I need to know.

I don't agree with the Presidents ideology and it doesn't make me a racist but I also want to know where he comes from as a man. I want to know because maybe I'll get a better understanding of where his character is pushing for his policies. I'll be getting his books this winter.

Most of the books I have read in the last 6 months usually are not books I would choose to read but I feel it's important I read books out of my interests range so I know what's going on in the world around me. Would I typically read The Communist Manifesto? No, but I do want to understand Marxists and Communists. I normally wouldn't even read the Federalist neither but I feel obligated to read about USA History for my children's sake so they learn the truth about their Countries History then what the Progressives in this Country want you to learn. I'm learning more on Woodrow Wilson. Mr. Wilson was the first huge push on the Progressives in this Country. I would like to know how they think.

I always want to find the truth for myself. I want to understand more and learn more. You want to know a book that would blow your mind. Read Atlas Shrugged by Ayn Rand. The book horrified me. Lets just say after reading this book I'm awake now as in I will be more vigilant in what the Government is doing and if that means I have to stretch my mind to insanity I will. Take care, Peace!!

The Tax System-Explained with Beer!!

I can relate to beer being a Canadian and all so I saw this online somewhere and it makes sense to me so I'm sharing it. It explains a lot and puts taxes into perspective.

Suppose that every day, ten men go out for beer and the bill for all ten comes to $100. If they paid their bill the way we pay our taxes, it would go something like this:


* The first four men (the poorest) would pay nothing.
* The fifth would pay $1.
* The sixth would pay $3.
* The seventh would pay $7.
* The eighth would pay $12.
* The ninth would pay $18.
* The tenth man (the richest) would pay $59.

So, that's what they decided to do. The ten men drank in the bar every day and seemed quite happy with the arrangement, until one day, the owner threw them a curve. 'Since you are all such good customers,' he said, 'I'm going to reduce the cost of your daily beer by $20.' 'Drinks for the ten now cost just $80.'

The group still wanted to pay their bill the way we pay our taxes so the first four men were unaffected. They would still drink for free. But what about the other six men - the paying customers?

How could they divide the $20 windfall so that everyone would get his 'fair share?' They realized that $20 divided by six is $3.33. But if they subtracted that from everybody's share, then the fifth man and the sixth man would each end up being paid to drink his beer.

So, the bar owner suggested that it would be fair to reduce each man's bill by roughly the same amount, and he proceeded to work out the amounts each should pay.

And so:
* The fifth man, like the first four, now paid nothing (100% savings).
* The sixth now paid $2 instead of $3 (33%savings) .
* The seventh now pay $5 instead of $7 (28%savings) .
* The eighth now paid $9 instead of $12 ( 25% savings).
* The ninth now paid $14 instead of $18 ( 22% savings).
* The tenth now paid $49 instead of $59 (16% savings).

Each of the six was better off than before. And the first four continued to drink for free. But once outside the restaurant, the men began to compare their savings. 'I only got a dollar out of the $20,' declared the sixth man. He pointed to the tenth man, 'but he got $10!' 'Yeah, that's right,' exclaimed the fifth man. 'I only Saved a dollar, too. It's unfair that he got ten times more than I!' 'That's true!!' shouted the seventh man. 'Why should he get $10 back when I got only two? The wealthy get all the breaks!' 'Wait a minute,' yelled the first four men in unison. 'We didn't get anything at all. The system exploits the poor!' The nine men surrounded the tenth and beat him up.

The next night the tenth man didn't show up for drinks, so the nine sat down and had beers without him. But when it came time to pay the bill, they discovered something important. They didn't have enough money between all of them for even half of the bill!

And is how our tax system works. The people who pay the highest taxes get the most benefit from a tax reduction. Tax them too much, attack them for being wealthy, and they just may not show up anymore.

In fact, they might start drinking overseas where the atmosphere is somewhat friendlier. For those who understand, no explanation is needed. For those who do not understand, no explanations possible.

Politically Correctness!!

Politically Correctness is a term which denotes language, ideas, policies, and behavior seen as seeking to minimize social and institutional offense in occupational, gender, racial, cultural, sexual orientation, disability, and age-related contexts.

Okay, I get it but what I don't understand is then which is it I'm supposed to use when I'm referring to myself so I don't offend myself or offend others when I refer to myself as Native Canadian/French Canadian. Is my assumption correct? Is calling myself Native Canadian/French Canadian the right Politically Correctness? This can leave many people confused and even a bit frustrated like myself.

When I was younger I was considered an Indian. Yes, I was an Indian way before I knew I had some French Canadian descendants. So I referred to myself as an Indian. Then I come to realize I'm not an Indian because of East Indian's from India. So now what?  What am I then?

Then I realized I should be considered as an American Indian...okay, that's fine with me. I'm an American Indian but wait, that's not correct neither...I'm starting to get frustrated for the definition of who I am supposed to be. Am I First Nation? Am I Indigenous? which means "from this land". Am I just considered just "Native"? I'm getting confused or am I Aboriginal? I have no clue on the definition of what is the correct term I am supposed to use about my ancestry.

Can I just say I'm Human? Or do I have to label myself like I'm First Indigenous Native American Indian Asian/Canadian and French Canadian/European From France. I'm a little of this and a little of that. What do I say so I don't offend anyone? It's so complicated so I'll say this: I won't take offense if you call me Native Canadian/French Canadian and please don't take offense because I refer to myself as this. Take care, Peace!!

Power is in the eyes of the beholder!!

President Obama's word will become worthless as our dollar will be worthless until "we the people" make the Government accountable for their regulations and laws by allowing them to see what they do affect every person in this country. We are divided as a Country because we allow the Government to divide us by our ideology and race. No one is Superior than another unless we allow them to be.


Business owners will not be able to hire employee's and invest in this Country as long as President Obama insults them and over-regulates them and threatens to tax the hell out of them. It has nothing to do with being rich or poor. The Obama Administration needs to understand people can only strive in our culture if they stop regulating and taxing people to death. We can get our economy going by lowering taxes and giving back the decisions to Businesses who will hire people and in return people will spend money.

Isn't that what we want? We have hard working people losing their jobs wanting to work but when the Government is pulling out bullshit in the disguise of wanting to help the American people it doesn't create jobs but punishes them for wanting to work.

As long as we're divided "we" as a Society can not move forward. Blaming everyone else isn't going to solve problems. I do not respect a President who talks out of his ass who says one thing and then does another. I don't respect someone who uses intimidation and points figures to other people when they don't take responsibility for their own actions. It has nothing to do with Race and has everything to do with the persons character of who the person is about.

Don't we want people to strive in our culture? Do we want people to start Businesses so they can hire employee's? Do we want less people needing Government assistance? Why have we lost our Manufacturing capabilities in this Country? We need jobs, we need prosperity and we need to make decisions for ourselves with smaller government and less tyrannical power.

I don't mind paying my taxes and pay my fair share to help people who are in need but what I don't get is the Government bleeding us dry and not making things better. I see "Change" but not for the better. It would be different if raising Taxes were actually helping the situation and our economy.  The more the Government takes the less the people have to help themselves.

Why is the first thing our Government does is cut costs to our Children's Education? Educating our children should be one of our first priorities and maybe the Government should take less piece of the pie and use that money for important things then lining their own pockets making them richer. Isn't sharing the wealth what the Government wants the average American to do? They can talk the talk but they WILL NOT walk the walk. Ask yourselves Why? Why isn't President Obama wanting to help this Country because forcing the Health Care Reform, The Stimulus, Financial Reform etc hasn't helped us recover but has only made things worse yet they keep blaming what they are doing on Bush, and anyone they feel are calling them out on their bullshit.

The American People are not the enemy and the Government needs to understand we want to live in a Country where our freedoms are not fringed upon. We want them to do there job to protect our civil liberities. We want our borders secure, we want our child to strive and not have to pay for our mistakes. The Government just needs to back off so "we the people" can work, spend money and make decisions for our own lives without our hands being held behind our backs. We make this Country great not by what the Government does but what we share and give back to this Country. The Government forgets they work for "we the people" and spend "the peoples" money. Remember that in November 2010.

The USA is the last stand of freedom in the world and until you understand President Obama's ideology of why he does what he does. You need to know for real what he stands for and then make up your mind if you agree with it for not. It's not attacking the Man but it's finding out if he's doing right for this Country or dividing us further. You just need to know where you stand and where your breaking point is. I mean by breaking point is how much you want the Government to be in your business, how much are you willing to give the Government in taxes, what you think the Government should be in control of and when it's time to say "it's enough and back off Bitch!!" Take care, Peace!!

A Mental Vacation is what I needed!!

I'm glad I took a break. I'm back feeling all rested and my brain is clear. I'm on a quest and journey I never thought I would be going on. I'll talk about that soon or maybe I'll talk about it later. I have so much to talk about and things I would like to say and I'm not in any hurry.

I had a great time with my mother which to me I feel like those things that happened are in my past and I finally understand life is what you make of it and I finally moved on. I can have a relationship with my mother in the present then struggling with issue from the past. It's refreshing and I feel blessed.

I don't believe in violence, or intimating someone to get what you want. I believe in the truth and being an individual to understand we are all different yet we can get together to help each other out from the goodness of our hearts. I don't believe in Collective Salvation. I don't believe we have to change our history to have a better life. I don't think we need to have our Governments getting involved in our personal lives. I believe we can achieve success by hard work and determination to want a better life then blaming others for your own short comings.

It's no one's responsibility to change your life or make it better. That's why I have a hard time understanding why when things get tough the race cards get thrown out like that's the only way you can hurt someone. I am no racist because I support the Tea Party and what they believe in. I care for people and I will help as long as you want to help yourself. We as a society need to work together then working against the freedoms and liberties we were born with.

I understand we have different ideologies and what we want for our lives. I understand what I believe in may not be what you believe in and I respect that. I want a better understanding of humanity and this is my own personal journey so I educate myself. I read things I don't want to read but I feel I need to understand different view points and I feel I need to learn from all sides of the spectrum for a better understanding of what other people believe in. I don't think I want to change people too see the world how I see it. I don't want that. Why? It's not my job to tell you what to do with your life. I'm just writing out my own journey and you can take out of it the way you want to.

I believe in a God and I have faith and the more I learn and read my eyes are being opened. My views change and sometimes I will say something I truly believe but then later on I will change my mind. I'm a work in process. I don't think I'm a better person from you just because I have faith in a religion. I don't believe I'm a better person than anyone else. I can only be better than myself. My salvation is my own. My relationship with God is my own personal journey to take. I don't think being the best person you can be is the wrong thing. I have faith in humanity and the more we learn and want to learn we can be saved by doing what's right with the understanding we're all good people.

Look within yourself and ask questions of what you want. Do you want your Government to control your life? What is it that makes you happy? What direction do you want your life to take you? Blessed is only if you believe you are blessed!! Take care, Peace!!

Truth within you!!

Hope sees the invisible, feels the intangible and achieves the impossible. ~

While I'm sitting here I wonder, I wonder what I'm supposed to do. What can I do to help? Do I have anything of value to give? I keep asking myself over and over again what do I have to ofter back? Then something popped into my brain and I questioned it and I pondered over it to try and put into words what my heart was giving me. I didn't understand at first because it was so simple it didn't make any sense to me because it was so simple but what I can give is Hope. Hope? Yes, I can give to you all is hope.

I watch this world crumble in front of my eyes. I see hard working people losing their jobs downsizing their life to cover their bills and still not have enough. I see with my own eyes a deep sadness towards other human being being dropped to their knees because of all this struggle of power.

Then you have to ask yourselves what can I do for myself? What can I do? The only control you have are the choices you make. Sometimes pride gets in the way and I've had problems in the past and not asked for help because I didn't want to show weakness. Pride is not a form of weakness but a sense of strength. Your only self worth is from within not what the world is telling you. I have hope because I believe in something so valuable no one can take that away from me unless I give it away.

Have hope to be a survivor.
Have hope to see the good when life is throwing you lemons.
Have hope when you're looking at your bank statements wondering where the money will come to pay your bills.

It's the good in all of us to do what's right when everything around you seems wrong. It's that strength within you to get up and keep moving forward. You keep moving forward one step at a time and never give up hope that one day all your hard work will give you a sense of I told you so. I told you I still have hope. I told you, you could never break me as much as you tried. I think the powers that be who want you to believe hope is useless because they know what's best for you. They don't have hope and they only have needs.

We have hope and they have needs.

Why do I say that? I say that because if the powers who think they know what's best for you are only trying to control you and by controlling you they need your hope. If you don't have hope then they have won. They need your hope to win. They want you to believe they have hope to help you. They make their hope look really good like it's what you need. If you already have hope then you don't need what they have to offer. Is their hope any better?

The only power you have left is your hope within yourself. I'm sharing my hope with you to be strong against powers who want to take that away from you. Share your hope with others and stand with me.

Here's to the corrupt powers that be "Do what you want with me because I have what you need and I'm not going to give it to you as much as you try...sorry come back tomorrow!!" Take care, Peace!!

I'm awake now!!

It's seems like this Country is looking ass backwards. I can't seem to wrap my brain around the crazy thinking what this Government is trying to pull and the media in bed with them just to use it's power to change this Country for the worst because they are blinded by money and greed. It's like the Media is demonizing law abiding citizens just to prove a point to further their agenda of manipulation yet Toronto's G20 protester's were being threatened by the Police and brutality of those evil Police officers. Does this video demonstrate peaceful protesters to you?



They sure don't look peaceful to me and where is the Media demonizing them when Nancy Polosi was afraid of the Tea Party. I think she's afraid she'll lose her job for fighting for the wrong side. It's not rational to me. I never saw myself as an activist or wanting to protest anything but come on, being afraid for what the Tea Party is doing is Scary Nancy Polosi?



The Tea Party is bring attention to what this USA Government is doing so we can turn this Country back to it's roots of why the USA is the land of the free. I watched this Video of a Tea Party rally and is it frightening? I'm frightened when I see it with all those evil destructive people...Nancy be afraid!!! If Nancy's afraid of this next Video then what would she feel about the first video I put up. Which one would you rather be at? I say the second but that's just me!! Take care, Peace!!!

Acceptance of Love!!

Disclaimer: My personal thoughts about Love and if you wanted to read fluff then you came to the wrong blog today. Thank you!!

What is the meaning of life? People want to know and sometimes spends their whole lives searching for the answer. I understand it's love for yourself and others. We all have opinions and goals for one's life but on my journey I call my life I came to realize love is what drives me to be a better person. I believe in something great and as long as I have love in my heart nothing or no one can ever take that away from me. I accept other people don't get it and I understand life can throw stones but no one can take away the love you have within your heart. Times can get tough, the economy can suffer, people are dying in this world, but no matter the strain in the world as long as you accept love nothing really matters because you are already fulfilled with riches then money can buy. It's within you to want and to go after.

When I was in my darkest times I didn't understand I was searching for love. I was searching to accept love within myself but didn't understand how to go about doing it. I thought I could be fulfilled with acceptance from others but I just couldn't see I was not accepting myself. The hurting and struggling I was feeling was pure pain. I just didn't know where to start. I know I needed better but when I asked for help and accepted the help I opened my eyes that life cared for me. I didn't know I wasn't accepting and believing within myself. It's all about you baby!! No one can fulfill you but you. No one can show you love if you don't accept love within yourself.

I've been struggling for awhile in figuring out where I belong in this world. I see how vile this world has become with hatred and self arrogance our Governing Governments have become with the attitude it's all about them and the powers to be right. I'm scared for my children so what is a mother to do? I teach them about love, love for ones own self to better understanding as long as they love themselves and if they are being prosecuted for their beliefs or are slaves to Government Bureaucracy they will be fine because they believe in something far greater then someone telling them how to live, what they deserve to have and what they can and can't do. No one can take their integrity of love away from them no matter how hard they try. Love in the end prevails.

I'm not afraid to die for what I believe in. I understand the more Governments push to control every aspect of your life and the more they wrap the noose around your neck but they can't do is break the bond within your heart unless you let them. Bring on the Tyranny, the Socialist and Progressive agenda because no matter how hard they press their ideology on us they can't break the love because it's like good and evil. Good always wins in the end and sure the ones left standing may be the bad guys but that's all they have an empty planet with no one to bully but are left with there hatred. If you have hatred then you don't have love. Plain and simple. They can have that life because I don't want it but it's not like I'm going to sit back and not fight because I will for my children because they haven't learned hardship and the understanding the gift of love they were given at birth. If that makes me a part of some resistance then I'm a part of some resistance. I'm not advocating for a War with the Government and you don't need guns to prove your point neither. It's voting in people who believe in your ideology and take back your independence on ones own self. That's freedom!! The question is what side are you on? Take care, Peace!!

I'm taking a stand!!

For the last few days I've been having a little civil unrest with the current Government and their policies. I don't agree with them and it's kinda scary they are passing all these laws even though the Majority of the people don't want them like the Health Care Reform. Since President Woodrow Wilson parts of USA history has been left out of the History books. Why? You can't change History just because it doesn't suit your Progressive agenda. I have a lot of homework to do so my children will learn the right USA History.

I just can't live with civil unrest. The anxiety over something I can't change isn't good for my inner soul. It's not right stressing over not feeling like I don't have a voice and it's hard watching this Country deteriorate in front of my own eyes. It's sad to watch and it's not like I can change this Country over night. I want my children to grow up with the Freedoms and Liberties this Country was Founded on. They should be proud to be Americans like I'm proud to be a Canadian.

What is a mother to do? All I can do is teach my children the importance of History, the Government, Policies and Laws so maybe they will be the Generation of Hope. I like that...Generation Hope. It has a nice ring to it so maybe in 40 years from now we'll have some Hope for this Country. Hope so my children will have the Courage to be Leaders and Hope their Generation will Honor the flag of the United States of America and it's Founding Fathers to Stand up for this Country. Stand up and show this Country they have the power to stand up and be heard!! Generation Hope!!

I pledge allegiance to the flag of the United States of America, and to the republic for which it stands, one nation under God, indivisible, with liberty and justice for all.
Amen to that!!

We need to bring Honor back to this Country and what it stands for. Some USA History!!

The Star Spangled Banner -In 1814, Francis Scott Key wrote the poem, Defense of Fort McHenry. The poem was later put to the tune of (John Stafford Smith's song) The Anacreontic Song, modified somewhat, and retitled The Star Spangled Banner. Congress proclaimed The Star Spangled Banner the U.S. National Anthem in 1931.

Oh, say, can you see, by the dawn's early light,
What so proudly we hail'd at the twilight's last gleaming?
Whose broad stripes and bright stars, thro' the perilous fight, O'er the ramparts we watch'd, were so gallantly streaming?
And the rockets' red glare, the bombs bursting in air,
Gave proof thro' the night that our flag was still there.
O say, does that star-spangled banner yet wave
O'er the land of the free and the home of the brave?

The land of the Free and the Home of the Brave. That's what I can give my children. To teach them to be proud to an American and fight for it's freedoms. They can inspire for Greatness. Take care, Peace!!

who needs sleep!!

I don't think I have gotten it in my head I shouldn't be going to bed at 2am in the morning. I still need huge amounts of sleep so when my hubby and I stay up talking until the wee hours of the night my body screams at me. I should learn this by now.

The world as we know it is changing. Change is good but not the kind of change we are facing. I don't want to be a fear monger because it goes against the grain of my being. I'm kinda worried and not for me but for my children. I try to be informed of what is going on around my existence of life. Where do I fit in the large scheme of things? How do I adjust to these changes?

Lately my hubby and I have been talking..ha ha. Some people would think that's good. We're partners in life and communicating is a good thing. He's my rock and I tend to freak out sometimes like when I went through my panic of Natural Disasters and not being prepared. He calmed me down and we made an emergency kit.

Last night I was like if the economy gets bad and Obama is moving towards a Socialist Country of dependence on the Government we will have to move to Canada. Then he reminds me Canada's no better. Canada taxes it's Citizens to death also for their own Social Programs. So moving to Canada wouldn't be any better. So if the USA isn't the world safe haven anymore then where are people supposed to go?

My hubby and I have great discussions because we both bring something new to the table. We don't argue and he tells me things I need to think about and for him also. I just wish we had these discussions at a reasonable hour. I wonder how far the American People will put up with the Government. Will this Country have another American Revolution against it's own Government? Will we have another civil war? I think I'm going a little over board in my thought process but it's kinda based on how the Government just passed a Health care Reform bill without knowing what's in the thing is kinda scary to me. I have concerns and should have concerns. I can't have a blind eye to some of this stuff.

So what can we do? At home, we're cutting back the spending. We're paying off our debt. Going back to basics. Doing some of these things my family can prepare for the worst and if nothing happens then we're better off financially. On the outside world we vote, we vote for Government officials who we believe will do it's job and listen to the people. We make them accountable to do the right thing for this Country. We can turn this Country to be great again. We just have to vote out the cancer in our Government. The cancer that feeds the need for the wrong power. I'm sorry but when the Government isn't afraid of the people then you have lost the war.

How dare the US Government think they know what's best for me. They don't know jack shit about my needs and hell, they don't know what's best for me. I don't need to be dependant on anyone but myself. If I want to eat a greasy hamburger then it's my choice. Is it smart? no, but it's my choice too. I don't need the Government telling me that I can't eat the greasy hamburger because it's bad for me.

Okay, so I have concerns. I have concerns of where this Country is headed. I can bitch for along time about this but I do have a life and children to raise so for another day. Take care, Peace

The road to Conspiracies!!

So yesterday I went down the road to USA Conspiracies that the powers(Governments) that be are going to wipe out 80% of the worldly people and the US government will wipe out people who don't go along with their USA agenda .(New Order World) It was some crazy and scary shit. I kinda opened up a can of worms into the paranoia.

I'm all for fun Conspiracies like when Dark Angel went off the air because it was too close to modern day Genetic experiments on Human Soldiers and the Government didn't want to alert the American people to there secret labs. It's fun but what I found yesterday I'm kinda walked into modern day crazy of the paranoia. I don't think the people behind these conspiracies are evil, I just think they can make up some crazy shit about their findings to make it look like a secret elite group of powerful people are coming after everyone.

The reason I started this journey is because on Glenn Beck Friday night they showed a clip of Donald Rumsfeld taking about the Military losing 2.3 trillions dollars that isn't accounted for and then 9/11 happened and it was put on the side burner. The American people had more to worry about how the military lost 2.3 trillions dollars of Tax payers Money. That's a lot of money to just not know where it went. Kinda scary to lose that kind of money. It's not like they misplaced $20.00.

So my journey on the world wide web I found the video on You Tube. Look up Donald Rumsfeld missing 2.3 trillions dollars. You will find a video about it. Then my searches started to get even more crazy. Even if their is a little truth to some of this stuff God Help Us!!

So to start this journey you have to learn when these Conspiracies started so I'll start from the beginning. You need to know about the organizations involved behind the New World Order like the Illuminati as one group or even the World Elite who are using their Progressive Movement to take over the World to a One World Government. A New International Order!! Apparently all these things going on behind the American People is about to work towards a One World Government run by one of these Secret Organizations. Which one I don't know or they all could just be one organization. Who know but it's a plan that's been going on for Centuries. Nazi Germany for example failed.

Then I found D.U.M.B. I didn't know what this was so I looked it up. It stands for Deep Underground Military Base. Apparently we have these all around the USA and other Countries also have them. Denver Airport is supposed to have one under it. So even if we did have these top secret bunkers around our country they aren't all that secret if you can look this shit up. It's more... do you believe the conspiracies of why we have them?, are they for the good of mankind if something like an asteroid is going to hit our Planet and wipe out humanity? like in the movie Armageddon, Deep Impact, Asteroid etc or are they being used for evil intentions? I don't know but I would hope our Governments would have contingency plans to help masses of people in case something Natural does try and wipe us out and millions of people can be saved. I say keep building those D.U.M.B.'s for the survival of mankind.

So more of my research I found websites talking about the USA Concentration Camps like Nazi Germany camps. FEMA-Federal Emergency Management Agency has these camps all across the USA for a purpose so be it sinister or for good. Their is a lot of information about the evil organization of FEMA. They have control to implement Marshall Law. It was a lot to digest and to wrap your head around. It's a lot of crazy shit and I don't keep light on some of my findings but it's one of those things. I have to see it with my own eyes to ever believe some of that stuff. All you have to do is type in US Concentration Camps in a search engine and websites pop up, You Tube video's of some of these supposed camps.

There is apparently over 800 concentration camps being reported throughout the United States, all fully operational and ready to receive U.S. Prisoners who disagree with the government. The concentration camps are all staffed and manned by full-time guards, however, they are all empty. These camps are to be operated by FEMA when Martial Law is implemented in the United States by the President and Attorney General. The camps have railroad facilities as well as roads leading to and from the detention facilities and many have airports near by. The majority of these camps can hold 20,000 prisoners.

I don't know if these camps are real because I haven't seem any of them with my own eyes. But Nazi Germany Camps here in the USA to wipe out American Citizens who don't agree with the USA Government is to me a little mental and paranoia. You also have to believe everyone involved with FEMA, the US Military, and the US Government, all the media are evil and are involved in taking over the world. A secret that big for so long sounds a little far fetched to me. You can kinda conclude the missing 2.3 trillion dollars could have went towards building D.U.M.D or maintaining these empty US based Concentration Camps ready for the orders of Marshall Law. I don't think that missing money went toward for World Domination but then again I could be wrong. I think the can of worm that I opened yesterday was a wild ride of pure mental crazy on some conspirators like believing the Stargate Program is real. So believe what you want to believe. Take care, Peace!!