New changes are coming my way. I was knocked down pretty hard and sometimes I don't want to ask why but I do want to know the answer for why. I'm not going to live my life in the dark, I'm not going to allow my heart to be crushed and I'm going to try my hardest to stand on my own two feet when the wind blows.
I'm going to make more room to for what makes me happy, I'm going to look through the eyes of pure love then if the world is hating me. I know it's going to be better for me. When you have seen the darkest of lows you know what's staring you straight in the face if it's good for you or not. Changes are coming and it's like an fuck you to the devil and I'm not going to allow him to steal my happiness.
It's been along road of destruction in my life. I'm dealing with a heavy blow to my inner peace but I'm slowly coming back from that. I'm going to make some serious changes to my life. I'm working on fixing a lot of me that's still broken. I'm working on the inner me because my children are worth it and my relationship with my husband is very important to me and he's worth it to me.
I can't promise anything but I know that I can only go is up because living in darkness sucks and as much as I felt pressured to become an idea of what a Christian I should be it has hurt me. I decided to be who I am because that's all I can be. I don't need a label to tell me what I'm not but be the person God has intended me to be. I just want to treat people like I want to be treated. I may be a shy and quiet person but I have a lot to say and I'm ready to shine a light in this world.
Love and Peace!
Showing posts with label pride. Show all posts
Showing posts with label pride. Show all posts
April 30, 2013
July 2, 2010
Truth within you!!
Hope sees the invisible, feels the intangible and achieves the impossible. ~
While I'm sitting here I wonder, I wonder what I'm supposed to do. What can I do to help? Do I have anything of value to give? I keep asking myself over and over again what do I have to ofter back? Then something popped into my brain and I questioned it and I pondered over it to try and put into words what my heart was giving me. I didn't understand at first because it was so simple it didn't make any sense to me because it was so simple but what I can give is Hope. Hope? Yes, I can give to you all is hope.
I watch this world crumble in front of my eyes. I see hard working people losing their jobs downsizing their life to cover their bills and still not have enough. I see with my own eyes a deep sadness towards other human being being dropped to their knees because of all this struggle of power.
Then you have to ask yourselves what can I do for myself? What can I do? The only control you have are the choices you make. Sometimes pride gets in the way and I've had problems in the past and not asked for help because I didn't want to show weakness. Pride is not a form of weakness but a sense of strength. Your only self worth is from within not what the world is telling you. I have hope because I believe in something so valuable no one can take that away from me unless I give it away.
Have hope to be a survivor.
Have hope to see the good when life is throwing you lemons.
Have hope when you're looking at your bank statements wondering where the money will come to pay your bills.
It's the good in all of us to do what's right when everything around you seems wrong. It's that strength within you to get up and keep moving forward. You keep moving forward one step at a time and never give up hope that one day all your hard work will give you a sense of I told you so. I told you I still have hope. I told you, you could never break me as much as you tried. I think the powers that be who want you to believe hope is useless because they know what's best for you. They don't have hope and they only have needs.
We have hope and they have needs.
Why do I say that? I say that because if the powers who think they know what's best for you are only trying to control you and by controlling you they need your hope. If you don't have hope then they have won. They need your hope to win. They want you to believe they have hope to help you. They make their hope look really good like it's what you need. If you already have hope then you don't need what they have to offer. Is their hope any better?
The only power you have left is your hope within yourself. I'm sharing my hope with you to be strong against powers who want to take that away from you. Share your hope with others and stand with me.
Here's to the corrupt powers that be "Do what you want with me because I have what you need and I'm not going to give it to you as much as you try...sorry come back tomorrow!!" Take care, Peace!!
While I'm sitting here I wonder, I wonder what I'm supposed to do. What can I do to help? Do I have anything of value to give? I keep asking myself over and over again what do I have to ofter back? Then something popped into my brain and I questioned it and I pondered over it to try and put into words what my heart was giving me. I didn't understand at first because it was so simple it didn't make any sense to me because it was so simple but what I can give is Hope. Hope? Yes, I can give to you all is hope.
I watch this world crumble in front of my eyes. I see hard working people losing their jobs downsizing their life to cover their bills and still not have enough. I see with my own eyes a deep sadness towards other human being being dropped to their knees because of all this struggle of power.
Then you have to ask yourselves what can I do for myself? What can I do? The only control you have are the choices you make. Sometimes pride gets in the way and I've had problems in the past and not asked for help because I didn't want to show weakness. Pride is not a form of weakness but a sense of strength. Your only self worth is from within not what the world is telling you. I have hope because I believe in something so valuable no one can take that away from me unless I give it away.
Have hope to be a survivor.
Have hope to see the good when life is throwing you lemons.
Have hope when you're looking at your bank statements wondering where the money will come to pay your bills.
It's the good in all of us to do what's right when everything around you seems wrong. It's that strength within you to get up and keep moving forward. You keep moving forward one step at a time and never give up hope that one day all your hard work will give you a sense of I told you so. I told you I still have hope. I told you, you could never break me as much as you tried. I think the powers that be who want you to believe hope is useless because they know what's best for you. They don't have hope and they only have needs.
We have hope and they have needs.
Why do I say that? I say that because if the powers who think they know what's best for you are only trying to control you and by controlling you they need your hope. If you don't have hope then they have won. They need your hope to win. They want you to believe they have hope to help you. They make their hope look really good like it's what you need. If you already have hope then you don't need what they have to offer. Is their hope any better?
The only power you have left is your hope within yourself. I'm sharing my hope with you to be strong against powers who want to take that away from you. Share your hope with others and stand with me.
Here's to the corrupt powers that be "Do what you want with me because I have what you need and I'm not going to give it to you as much as you try...sorry come back tomorrow!!" Take care, Peace!!
June 3, 2010
Don't be torn to being an individual!!
So I'm torn, why? A part of me wants to shout out and ask people what the hell they are doing? and a part of me wants to just keep to myself and not rock the boat. It's tearing me up. I feel like I have a lot to say and my experiences in my life has given me perspective on life, not in the world views but personal flight. I understand personal pain, I understand being destructive, and I wish I could reach out to people to come back to responsibility for one's own instead of trying to be popular or worried to what other people think about it. So I decided to put myself out there and express myself based on love for humanity!!
Worry about yourself first. Be selfish to yourself and understand what you stand for then what your family, friends and society thinks. It's okay to not fit into the world mold or maybe you want too but make sure you are not killing your integrity. Never sacrifice your integrity for someone else even if other people will condemn you because from experience when you sacrifice your own integrity and it will eat you up more than someone else will. It's not worth it..trust me! Not worth it. Stay true to yourself. No one can live your life but you.
I could be misguided at times and I don't have all the answers but I do know what's in my heart. Life is hard and I know from experience that it is. I also over came some pretty hard situations but it also lead me down to just accepting my personal being. Being an individual, my own unique self then trying to be popular because I say this lightly, being popular changes on a daily basis but being you takes a lifetime. You can see it happening in fashion magazines, TV, Movie's and the media. All those outlets keep changing but you as a person in your heart never do.
My hope is to touch people by there hearts. To remember the humanity from the heart then from religion, country, race, and sex. We are all people, we all have hearts, we all have feelings and that's what I would like people to think about. Come back to looking at life from the hearts point of view with the brain to guide us to be better people.
Our entitlement is to be the best we can be by being responsible for ourselves and not taking other people for granted. Taking something from someone else because you think you deserve it more than they do is not an entitlement to yourself but a self need to be better than they are. It's the "I want" everything and I don't care who I hurt in the process attitude.
Sure, there are some situations where you have been wronged like someone stealing from you and criminal activities against you like rape, murder and such. You should get your justice but not if it's going to crush your heart and you end up losing your integrity. Everyone has there own life stories and we all act differently in the same situation by the environment we all grew up in. Showing compassion and understanding we are all different will make life go a little bit easier. I don't expect someone to know what I'm thinking. I don't expect to be treated the same as someone else with a different skin color, I understand being a women not having a voice in other Countries. I understand that life's not fair and I don't expect it to be but what I can expect is I'm a individual with personal feelings from my OWN life experiences and they are different from YOURS.
So is it fair to say we should all think the same or be a collective? Be the same. religion, with looks etc? Should we all act the same with everyone around us? The answer is No!! Why? Because it will never happen! Why? Because we are all free thinkers as individuals and we all see the world differently as an individual. Please be the best you can be and let other people be the best they can be.
Cindy Lauper says it all in her song True Colors:
You with the sad eyes
Don't be discouraged
Oh I realize
It's hard to take courage
In a world full of people
You can lose sight of it all
And the darkness inside you
Can make you feel so small
But I see your true colors
Shining through
I see your true colors
And that's why I love you
So don't be afraid to let them show
Your true colors
True colors are beautiful,
Like a rainbow
Show me a smile then,
Don't be unhappy, can't remember
When I last saw you laughing
If this world makes you crazy
And you've taken all you can bear
You call me up
Because you know I'll be there
And I'll see your true colors
Shining through
I see your true colors
And that's why I love you
So don't be afraid to let them show
Your true colors
True colors are beautiful,
Like a rainbow
Take care, Peace!!
Worry about yourself first. Be selfish to yourself and understand what you stand for then what your family, friends and society thinks. It's okay to not fit into the world mold or maybe you want too but make sure you are not killing your integrity. Never sacrifice your integrity for someone else even if other people will condemn you because from experience when you sacrifice your own integrity and it will eat you up more than someone else will. It's not worth it..trust me! Not worth it. Stay true to yourself. No one can live your life but you.
I could be misguided at times and I don't have all the answers but I do know what's in my heart. Life is hard and I know from experience that it is. I also over came some pretty hard situations but it also lead me down to just accepting my personal being. Being an individual, my own unique self then trying to be popular because I say this lightly, being popular changes on a daily basis but being you takes a lifetime. You can see it happening in fashion magazines, TV, Movie's and the media. All those outlets keep changing but you as a person in your heart never do.
My hope is to touch people by there hearts. To remember the humanity from the heart then from religion, country, race, and sex. We are all people, we all have hearts, we all have feelings and that's what I would like people to think about. Come back to looking at life from the hearts point of view with the brain to guide us to be better people.
Our entitlement is to be the best we can be by being responsible for ourselves and not taking other people for granted. Taking something from someone else because you think you deserve it more than they do is not an entitlement to yourself but a self need to be better than they are. It's the "I want" everything and I don't care who I hurt in the process attitude.
Sure, there are some situations where you have been wronged like someone stealing from you and criminal activities against you like rape, murder and such. You should get your justice but not if it's going to crush your heart and you end up losing your integrity. Everyone has there own life stories and we all act differently in the same situation by the environment we all grew up in. Showing compassion and understanding we are all different will make life go a little bit easier. I don't expect someone to know what I'm thinking. I don't expect to be treated the same as someone else with a different skin color, I understand being a women not having a voice in other Countries. I understand that life's not fair and I don't expect it to be but what I can expect is I'm a individual with personal feelings from my OWN life experiences and they are different from YOURS.
So is it fair to say we should all think the same or be a collective? Be the same. religion, with looks etc? Should we all act the same with everyone around us? The answer is No!! Why? Because it will never happen! Why? Because we are all free thinkers as individuals and we all see the world differently as an individual. Please be the best you can be and let other people be the best they can be.
Cindy Lauper says it all in her song True Colors:
You with the sad eyes
Don't be discouraged
Oh I realize
It's hard to take courage
In a world full of people
You can lose sight of it all
And the darkness inside you
Can make you feel so small
But I see your true colors
Shining through
I see your true colors
And that's why I love you
So don't be afraid to let them show
Your true colors
True colors are beautiful,
Like a rainbow
Show me a smile then,
Don't be unhappy, can't remember
When I last saw you laughing
If this world makes you crazy
And you've taken all you can bear
You call me up
Because you know I'll be there
And I'll see your true colors
Shining through
I see your true colors
And that's why I love you
So don't be afraid to let them show
Your true colors
True colors are beautiful,
Like a rainbow
Take care, Peace!!
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