thoughts running through my head!!

I have lots to write about but for some reason I'm having a hard time getting it out on my computer. I feel like the chaos running rampage in my brain is making me a little off kilter. So I'll just spill the beans what's going on in my head. I may figure something out or piss off a lot of people. I don't know!! My family is surviving and things are doing great concerning my health and I'm happy for that. All the stuff going on in the world is making me a little afraid for my children. Life on the outside world is a little scary and how can I live and give my family the best protection? How do I provide a safe haven for my children away from all the crazy in the world? The things going on in the world are making me all anxious and in turn, I can't sleep. I pray all the time to guide myself and my children so we can at least, protect ourselves from this corrupt society. This whole idea of entitlement is getting me all worked up. Our Society is turning into an entitlement program. People feel like they deserve to have programs and handouts that don't belong to them. The USA Government is spending money like they have an open credit card with no limit. They keep forgetting that the money they are spending freely is the Tax Payers money. That money belongs to "WE the People"!! The whole illegal immigration and the way our society is falling apart in front of my eyes is a little scary. How do we protect what this Country used to be? Where to begin? Do I really have a voice? I'm not feeling like I'm part of the popular thinking right now. Some people wouldn't like what I have to say because frankly, if you're in this Country Illegally, you're breaking the Law. Secure the Boarders so no more illegals can come in to this Country and drain the system. I'm sorry you want a better life then come into this country the legal way like every other legal immigrant has done. Illegal is Illegal. You're breaking the Law but what do I know? Apparently it's alright to be here illegal and I wish I would have known because I wouldn't have spent all the Government fees to come to this Country Legally. Where's my handout? Where's all the free health care and education for me? Oh right, those don't apply to me because I'm legal. My faith towards God as gotten stronger because I'm afraid of what I'm seeing in the world today. My faith has nothing to do with me wanting to be saved because I believe once you accept Jesus is the Son of God you kind of are saved but I'm talking about believing in the core values and morals you should live by from what's in the bible. I've been prayer more now then I think I have ever had in the past. I just pray and I'll keep prayer until it's my time to go from this world. I just don't know if that's enough. I hope it's enough, I truly do. Somewhere in all this chaos their is a life lesson I need to learn. I haven't put my finger on it yet and one of these days I hope it comes to me like a light bulb moment because I serious need some answers. I really would like to have a good nights sleep. I want to feel rested but every day it's something else, it's more chaos and destruction. Sure, I would love to wake up and go, "look at our World and this is nice!" but reality our whole world is falling to shit. We have wars, genocide going on in parts of the world, oh right, did I say we have wars, terrorists trying to blow people up, we have economic ruin in places around the world. Humanity isn't looking all that good right now. We suck as a Human race, truly we suck!! Peace doesn't look like a possibility at the moment. It's sad!! How do I teach my children right from wrong when the USA can't even follow their own Laws? I guess I'll have to do my best. I will also have to teach them to be courageous because most likely they will be the minority in their morals. I am not ashamed to say I'm Christian and believe in GOD. I will teach my children to not be ashamed of who they are. As long as you show respect, kindness, tolerance and not expect in it in return you're doing something alright. People say they have acceptance and tolerance until it goes against what they stand for. The moment they don't agree the race card gets pulled out. "Your a Racist" You hear it in the media all the time. If that's the case, we're all a bunch of Racists. That's absurd, not everyone is a racist!! I don't agree with Illegal Immigration so I must be a racist against Mexicans. Not really! Illegal is Illegal. I don't care who you are. Come to this Country Legally. That's all I'm saying!! My ancestors were Native American Indian part of the Ojibwa tribe migrated to what is known today as the Country Canada because of the French. So who has the right to be here? you? me? So why is it so hard to see that a person who is in this Country illegally, oh sorry Undocumented Workers have the right to be here? They don't have a right to something that doesn't legally belongs to them. They are breaking USA Immigration Laws. Everything is so backwards. Common Sense. Am I the only one who sees this for what it is? I don't grudge what happened to my ancestors because of a bunch of Europeans who came over and nearly wiped out my people. This land became a Republic the United States of America. We have Laws so follow them. It's that easy! I can't change the past but I can do is talk about what's going on with life today. Of Course, I don't want everyone to leave because they're not North American Indian. I always tell my children, just because you have the right to something doesn't mean it's right to take something that doesn't belong to you. Illegal Immigrants don't belong here. They are accepted with open arms when they come into this country the legal way!! I'm just saying and I don't think it sounds too far fetched to me! This is a Country with Laws and if you want to live here then follow the laws or pay the consequences. Pay the piper!! I'm not a jackass, I'm just saying everyone is welcome to immigrate to this Country but just do it legally. It's a pain in the ass trust me, I did it and it cost a hell of a lot of money and time and energy but I did it and when everything is said and done, you can now contribute to Society and pay back into the system. Not everyone is a Racist just because they don't agree illegal is illegal. I just don't understand why illegal aliens who are already here in this Country who are not criminals(other than being here illegally) haven't filed papers to be legal? It's not like they can't go to an INS office and apply for Legal Residency. I don't get it!! Maybe I'll never know. Okay, I'm kinda pissed about Illegal Immigration. I'm glad I got some of that off my chest!!I'm done!! Take care Peace!!

Election 2008

Tomorrow is the big day in the USA to see who will become the next President of the United States of America. I'm counting down to when it's over. My head hurts from watching and hearing all the negativity going down around this election. At this point I could care less and that's a shame because having a voice is important whatever your views and opinions are. I just hope the voting American public vote what is right for this Country as a whole and not because they don't like a particular person. I tried to listen to both sides and all the key points and watched all the debates but the commercials I just had to fast forward. I couldn't stomach them and sorry for that. I think the main points where discussed like the Economy, Health Care, and Education but I was disappointed McCain and Obama didn't discuss Illegal Immigration which to me is very important. I came to this Country and went through all the legal means and paid all the fees and after all said and done cost me and the hubby close to $3000.00 for me to move here legally. If I knew I could get free health care and free education and not pay any taxes I too would have crossed the Canadian border illegally. Why not? In the dead of night I would have found the easiest place to cross the border and not let some tree stick me in the ass. I think I should have gotten down on my hands and knees in some secluded place and crawled over the border hoping some hungry animal will not eat me along the way. Oh maybe I should have swam over the Bay of Fundy with hopes the under tow would not kill me during my power swim and once I arrived in Maine I would have declared asylum saying I was scared for my life because of the Lobsters in my native land. Maybe I should have rented a car and asked some stranger to drive me across the border with me in the trunk. The last suggestion I should have done was gone sky diving and "accidentally" land on USA soil and if I got caught I would say I didn't realize I wasn't in Canada anymore. Coming to this Country illegally would have been so much cheaper so now looking back why the hell not?......I must be stupid! Jokes aside the difference with me is I believe in the laws and will teach my children to go by the laws. I think this Country has an entitlement problem and a lot of people feel they are entitled to whatever they want and think it's okay someone else has to sacrifice in order for them to have there needs met. So now, we all are sacrificing for someone else which is silly to me. I think if you're an illegal immigrant then you need to neither get out of this Country back to your own Country or apply to be a legal resident just like all the other people doing it legally. Then you can pay your proper amount of taxes to contribute your share like everyone else which in turns pays for Education, Health care and the Economy. Apparently this issue isn't important to McCain or Obama. Who knows what tomorrow will bring or the outcome but I just hope the American people will do the right thing and vote. Just vote and have a voice for you and the future children in this Country. I would talk Politics and talk about my views on such topics but I decided to keep my mouth shut for I will alienate myself or other people. Right now, it's not important to me to burn some bridges and I'm sure I will and that's not really what I am about so I will silence my voice and keep my opinions to myself. I know who I am and what I believe and that's what matters the most..... I think! :) Take care..peace!

My Sarcastic Life!

I think this world is going through a change good or bad I don't know. Right now, I just want to live life being Sarcastic. Taking life serious is a hard job and I don't want to do this right now. I just want to live in my quiet bubble and not know what is going on around me. Why should I care what Joe down the road does and care what kind of education my children will have? Why would I want to listen to the Government who really doesn't care about me? I just want to run with this sarcastic lifestyle. Why would I care if the Government is spending my families hard earned money to fund there own agenda and it's not like it's best for my children's future. It's a shame people have to work so the Government can screw around with the Countries money. I would like a Government salary like they have so I can fly private jets, stay in fancy hotels, have personal drivers and go on expensive vacations and not have to really work. That's the American Dream not hoping our children will have a great education and good affordable health care. I don't mind paying $4.00 a gallon for gas because why should my children have food on the table. It's not important we need to pay our utility bills because that's not the American way. The American way is scamming, cheating and telling people what they want to hear because didn't you already know. We are uneducated and uninformed society so why should we think for ourselves and ask questions? I don't want my children to learn about good values and to learn about real History because it's all ugly and full of discrimination against people so I want to fluff it up and make history fun and exciting. Why should we teach our children to make good choices and right decisions because don't you know to get somewhere in life you have to walk on people to get what you want. It's okay to break the law and to go to any country and expect to have the same rights as the citizens of the country you decided to invade with your entitlement. How wonderful is that... I have a list of Countries I wanted to live on the expense of it's people. So living life isn't a challenge anymore and maybe the Government can can wipe my butt too.