thoughts running through my head!!

I have lots to write about but for some reason I'm having a hard time getting it out on my computer. I feel like the chaos running rampage in my brain is making me a little off kilter. So I'll just spill the beans what's going on in my head. I may figure something out or piss off a lot of people. I don't know!! My family is surviving and things are doing great concerning my health and I'm happy for that. All the stuff going on in the world is making me a little afraid for my children. Life on the outside world is a little scary and how can I live and give my family the best protection? How do I provide a safe haven for my children away from all the crazy in the world? The things going on in the world are making me all anxious and in turn, I can't sleep. I pray all the time to guide myself and my children so we can at least, protect ourselves from this corrupt society. This whole idea of entitlement is getting me all worked up. Our Society is turning into an entitlement program. People feel like they deserve to have programs and handouts that don't belong to them. The USA Government is spending money like they have an open credit card with no limit. They keep forgetting that the money they are spending freely is the Tax Payers money. That money belongs to "WE the People"!! The whole illegal immigration and the way our society is falling apart in front of my eyes is a little scary. How do we protect what this Country used to be? Where to begin? Do I really have a voice? I'm not feeling like I'm part of the popular thinking right now. Some people wouldn't like what I have to say because frankly, if you're in this Country Illegally, you're breaking the Law. Secure the Boarders so no more illegals can come in to this Country and drain the system. I'm sorry you want a better life then come into this country the legal way like every other legal immigrant has done. Illegal is Illegal. You're breaking the Law but what do I know? Apparently it's alright to be here illegal and I wish I would have known because I wouldn't have spent all the Government fees to come to this Country Legally. Where's my handout? Where's all the free health care and education for me? Oh right, those don't apply to me because I'm legal. My faith towards God as gotten stronger because I'm afraid of what I'm seeing in the world today. My faith has nothing to do with me wanting to be saved because I believe once you accept Jesus is the Son of God you kind of are saved but I'm talking about believing in the core values and morals you should live by from what's in the bible. I've been prayer more now then I think I have ever had in the past. I just pray and I'll keep prayer until it's my time to go from this world. I just don't know if that's enough. I hope it's enough, I truly do. Somewhere in all this chaos their is a life lesson I need to learn. I haven't put my finger on it yet and one of these days I hope it comes to me like a light bulb moment because I serious need some answers. I really would like to have a good nights sleep. I want to feel rested but every day it's something else, it's more chaos and destruction. Sure, I would love to wake up and go, "look at our World and this is nice!" but reality our whole world is falling to shit. We have wars, genocide going on in parts of the world, oh right, did I say we have wars, terrorists trying to blow people up, we have economic ruin in places around the world. Humanity isn't looking all that good right now. We suck as a Human race, truly we suck!! Peace doesn't look like a possibility at the moment. It's sad!! How do I teach my children right from wrong when the USA can't even follow their own Laws? I guess I'll have to do my best. I will also have to teach them to be courageous because most likely they will be the minority in their morals. I am not ashamed to say I'm Christian and believe in GOD. I will teach my children to not be ashamed of who they are. As long as you show respect, kindness, tolerance and not expect in it in return you're doing something alright. People say they have acceptance and tolerance until it goes against what they stand for. The moment they don't agree the race card gets pulled out. "Your a Racist" You hear it in the media all the time. If that's the case, we're all a bunch of Racists. That's absurd, not everyone is a racist!! I don't agree with Illegal Immigration so I must be a racist against Mexicans. Not really! Illegal is Illegal. I don't care who you are. Come to this Country Legally. That's all I'm saying!! My ancestors were Native American Indian part of the Ojibwa tribe migrated to what is known today as the Country Canada because of the French. So who has the right to be here? you? me? So why is it so hard to see that a person who is in this Country illegally, oh sorry Undocumented Workers have the right to be here? They don't have a right to something that doesn't legally belongs to them. They are breaking USA Immigration Laws. Everything is so backwards. Common Sense. Am I the only one who sees this for what it is? I don't grudge what happened to my ancestors because of a bunch of Europeans who came over and nearly wiped out my people. This land became a Republic the United States of America. We have Laws so follow them. It's that easy! I can't change the past but I can do is talk about what's going on with life today. Of Course, I don't want everyone to leave because they're not North American Indian. I always tell my children, just because you have the right to something doesn't mean it's right to take something that doesn't belong to you. Illegal Immigrants don't belong here. They are accepted with open arms when they come into this country the legal way!! I'm just saying and I don't think it sounds too far fetched to me! This is a Country with Laws and if you want to live here then follow the laws or pay the consequences. Pay the piper!! I'm not a jackass, I'm just saying everyone is welcome to immigrate to this Country but just do it legally. It's a pain in the ass trust me, I did it and it cost a hell of a lot of money and time and energy but I did it and when everything is said and done, you can now contribute to Society and pay back into the system. Not everyone is a Racist just because they don't agree illegal is illegal. I just don't understand why illegal aliens who are already here in this Country who are not criminals(other than being here illegally) haven't filed papers to be legal? It's not like they can't go to an INS office and apply for Legal Residency. I don't get it!! Maybe I'll never know. Okay, I'm kinda pissed about Illegal Immigration. I'm glad I got some of that off my chest!!I'm done!! Take care Peace!!