Well Easter weekend was great and my mother came into town Sunday night. I was a little stressed but I think I was reading into something which wasn't there out of habit. I'm just used to the past and had my guard up and I don't need to do that anymore. I think I'm not angry with my mother anymore which is good because the pain was horrible before. I can say I'm over the pain. It has taken me years but I feel like the chain has finally been released from my heart and my mother and I can have an adult relationship. Don't get me wrong I will never forget what she has done to me but I forgave myself and allowed myself to heal my heart. I say I forgave myself and not my mother because I wasn't allowing myself to forgive. I was afraid if I did start forgiving I was condoning the abuse. Once I realized I could forgive and not forget the pain slowly lifted from my heart. It's not like I was afraid to let go but more I was afraid I was accepting the abuse if I did. If that makes any sense.
The kids had a wonderful time while my mother was here and the son said Grandma. It was so exciting. He'll be two next Friday and he's finally having interest in wanting to talk. This past week he's been trying more sounds and trying to speak more words. I think he's going to be talking soon and I can stop worrying my little head. It's so hard when the daughter was talking great by two so I was worried my son wasn't going to talk. He didn't have any interest in making any sounds besides crying and screaming before. He rarely said momma and Daddy so this past week was exciting hearing him trying to make more sounds.
I got to start reading my new obsession the Twilight saga. The hubby and I had seen the movie a while ago and it was good for a teen flick and then moved on. On one of our weekly trips to Target I decided to pick out a new book and happened to see Twilight on sale so I picked it up. I heard the book was better than the movie so I wanted to check for myself. I was kind of curious what the hype was all about like when Harry Potter got popular. It's like you have to read the book so you don't feel like you're missing something being left out I guess. I didn't start reading it at first because I was too busy getting the house ready for my mother so the hubby started reading the book first. He was into the third book before I began the first to give me a head start. I read books fast and sometimes I can read a book in one day depending how good the book is. I found some time this week to sit down and start the first book. I would have to say the book was way better than the movie by far. The movie Twilight was a good movie and entertaining but the book was so much better and I couldn't keep the book down. Lucky my mother was in town or I would have seriously neglected the children. I finished all four books and was pleased to get my happy ending. I was wishing through the whole series I wanted my happy ending. I would have been so upset if I didn't. I don't get when the love story turns out bad and that's why I don't read romance or love stories because most not often then not the girl doesn't get the guy. I don't like tragic love stories because they just tear at my heart. It's the happily ever after I love and if it doesn't happen I get disappointed. Who doesn't want that?
On Thursday night the hubby and I had a date night and we went to see a movie Fast and Furious. It was a good movie and entertaining and after we were done I wanted to go and buy the Twilight movie. While we were at the store I bought the soundtrack too. I would have bought the 3D poster but I would have felt foolish because I'm not a teenager anymore plus where in my house would I put it so I just downloaded a Twilight Wallpaper for my computer instead. I want to know more about this saga. The second movie New Moon is being filmed and will be out in November. The hubby told me a friend of his said the author Stephenie Meyer was going to do the first book in Edwards point of view called Midnight Sun. Apparently some of her transcript from Midnight Sun was leaked over the Internet and she's not going to finish it. I'm quite disappointed. You can go to her website and read it. http://www.stepheniemeyer.com/. She has the first 12 chapters on her website and I loved what she had written so far. It made the other book Twilight better and the movie made more sense. Edward made more sense after I read Midnight Sun the first part anyway. I just had to laugh when the scene in the movie when Bella walked into the Biology Lab and met Edward for the first time and then putting Edwards point of view with it.....lets just say it was funny!!!!!! I would think of ways to kill her too. I just fell in love with the story and the characters are intriguing. Like Edward tells Bella in the movie she's his own brand of Heroin. The Twilight saga is like mine and I have to have more. I got sucked into the books, movie and whatever will come of Bella and Edward. I have to talk about Alice. She was one of my favorite characters. I would have liked Alice if she was a real person. I didn't think it would affect me so much after reading the books. Geez, it's only a couple of books but the storyline was so good and it's wanting me to have more. Like Edward said in the movie "Yeah. Um... I had an adrenaline rush. It's very common. You can Google it." So I have been googling for information about Twilight...maybe I should go to bed now.................................................................... :) Okay Take care, Peace...
There is no hope for me so save yourself!!!!!!!! Oh the horror...I got bitten by Twilight..Ha Ha Bitten..get it!!!!! Okay anyway maybe someone out there is obsessed or more obsessed then myself... I have to ask a question...are you obsessed with Twilight after reading the books? Do share? Leave me a comment!!!!
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