May 10, 2009

Happy Mother's Day!!!

So no sleeping in late for me but I'm not complaining. I've been busy today but the family got me a nice picture frame and some cards that made me cry. I got a cute video from my mother in law saying I was mother of the year. It made my morning. My father in law sent me a wonderful email from Iraq which also made me cry so basically I've been crying all morning and on top of that I got to clean the house in peace with no children getting under my feet. It was the best so this has been a wonderful day so far. The house is clean, the children are happy and I'm Mother of the year. Ha Ha!!! I'm going to go and relax and read my rag mags. Happy Mother's Day!!!! Take care, Peace!!!!! (Okay, I started this letter a week after my daughter was born and finished it a month after my son was born.) My dearest daughter, you have been a beautiful blessing my sweet little bundle of joy. I will fight for you, give you love, encourage you when you need me, I'll guide you as best as I can. It's okay to make mistakes as long as you learn from them. I don't expect you to be perfect for I am not perfect. We can go on this journey of your life together. I will watch you grow into the person you were meant to be to see you shine as the beautiful girl you are with a special place in my heart. You father and I love you and it was a difficult journey how you came into this world I would do it all again because you are worth it. I am proud to be your mother. God Bless! I sit here once again writing this letter after giving birth to a health beautiful boy watching him sleep while his big sister cradles her doll beside him. Never in a million years would I have thought I would be in a place where I knew what I was meant for...being a mother. I found my place in life my family is complete. It will be a wonderful journey of laughs, cries, good memories, not so good memories but I promise you my two wonderful children I will always fight for you and protect you the best way I know how and if I don't teach you anything I just want you to know I will always love you. I got the best three gifts of my life, your daddy and the both of you. Take care my babies Mommy loves you!!!!! The other day I was doing some spring cleaning on my computer and I found this letter I wrote two years ago. I think the anemia is getting to my brain because I don't remember writing it. It has been a journey of one I didn't expect but life isn't perfect but it's what you do of it that counts. I wouldn't change the last four years of my life because of my kids. As much as I'm guiding them they are teaching me more about myself and how to be a better mother. Once again Happy Mother's Day to all mother's out there. Have a great Day being a Mother!!!!

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