My Bible and me!!

I believe any one's faith is their personal journey. My journey with God started a few years ago. Sure I have beliefs but the more I study the bible and read about Jesus it makes me feel like I have more of an understand about life. I always believed in a higher power but I never reached out and tried to learn more. It was a part of my life and was just there but I never cared or wanted to learn more about the bible or God. I actually turned away from God when I was a teenager. I didn't understand why he would allow me to be in a position of abuse and personal pain. I gave up on him for guideness into my life. I really reached out to God during my daughters pregnancy. She too me was a miracle child and under science shouldn't have been born healthy but she did and she was my gift from God and the same way with my son. With all my medical problems carrying him he also came out healthy. Sometimes God shows up in the little things and it's up to us to accept them or not. I wouldn't call myself born again as some call it. The only way I think you can be born again Christian for example if you walked away from the church and then came back again. I think I was always aware I had faith more to Christain teaches them other religious institutions but never cared to learn more then wait I just believed in my heart. I always prayed but the last few years I've wanted to learn more of bible teaches. I find reading passages in the bible fascinating and I haven't really changed my lifestyle from after I started reading and doing bible study.