Life's challenges!!

Great, I woke up to an email this morning and wow, talk about slap in the face. I'm hurt, angry and a little indifferent. I understand people have stress, divorces, separations in there lives. It's major adjustments for families to figure out let alone deal with family members, relationships, who to allow in your life and who to just say goodbye too. Of course, making those decisions you want what's best for you but sometimes you're hurting people in the process who don't need to be hurt. So I get this email and my first thought was to write back but then I didn't want to write back when I was hurting because I just can't control my mouth and I would have said stuff I just should keep to myself. Then I became angry to fuck you!! So in a few weeks there is a birthday party for a cousin and right now I'm conflicted if I want to go. She didn't do anything wrong it's her mothers. It doesn't make sense and maybe it's not supposed to make sense but why do I want to hang out with these people after that? I really don't. I just want to cut my ties and move on. Who needs this drama? and it's not like we see them on a regular basis. Then I realize it's family. I married into this family and I should be supportive. Kids are innocent and just because an adult person wants to be selfish and drag drama into the mix it's not fair to the kids. They are cousins and my kids should go to the party to celebrate a birthday. It's going to be so uncomfortable!! Take care, Peace!!