Holiday here we come!!

I'm just warning you my grammar stinks and when I'm tired it sucks even more. Okay carry on!! So I typically decorate the house after my birthday but this year I decided to do it early because I figured next weekend was just cutting it too close to Christmas. I didn't want to feel like a scrooge waiting the week before Christmas to decorate the house. It got very hairy there for for awhile today with the kids getting into trouble by not listening to me. I think my blood pressure got in the Normal range which for me I'm sure it could have been a nice ride to the ER but it didn't happen. Thank you!!The kids got way to hyper for my liking and getting into things they shouldn't. The hubby was working most of the day and I didn't get a lot of help from him which was okay with me because his major project is almost finished. He helped when he could, yelled at the kids for me when they weren't listening to me and we just kind of tagged teamed the craziness between his answering his phone and working. It was kind of nice actually having him working from home so I could get things done and have his help when I needed him. Thanks Honey!! The house is done and I'm so tired, my back is burning and my body just can't handle the simple task of decorating the house. I wish I was well as in health and wish it didn't take all my energy to do something wonderful as putting up a Christmas Tree and decorating a house. I went really simple this year just the fact it almost killed me last year and I promised I wasn't going to go crazy. It still almost killed me this year but I finished and I'm done. I still feel winded so I'm going to sit here write this post. I'm going to listen to some music and wait until my laundry is gone so I can get a good nights sleep. I can get some good sleep so I can wake up early to get the daughter to school in time. I think I can breath again. Finished!! Yeah me!!! I rock!!! Okay, I'm really tired, run down like wow, I haven't felt this bad in awhile. The way it looks I think the decorations will kept up until Easter. The thought of having to take it all down in a few weeks back in there boxes is giving me anxiety. I just can't handle that thought right now. Seriously, I'm freaked out!! I think I want some patience for Christmas. Sometimes I feel like I'm way to hard on the kids. The daughter was a big help with the tree and for a 4 year old she did really well putting the ornaments on the tree and the son not so much. I have to give him credit he's only two. He wanted to help with the tree and was stacking all the ornaments on one branch. It really did look funny and after some hair pulling it got done. It would have been better less the drama but oh well, it's done and now we all can enjoy it!!! So I'm going to take my anxiety self and relax for awhile. My nerves are on fire like seriously my body hurts that bad. I would hate to see myself run around the block I think I would pass out. So have a great Christmas or Holiday. Take care, Peace!!!