Just have faith!!!

Life can sure give you surprises. I've been feeling really uneasy lately and I've been having dreams of breakups and heartbreak. I'm thinking what's up with that? and could it be because my hubby lost his wedding band but that couldn't be it because I've been having these dreams longer than his lost ring. Maybe I'm just going a little nuts being couped in the house for so long but I could go out and socialize with the world but I've been battling a serious cold for the past month which to me seriously sucks because this bug just doesn't want to leave. I don't know why it's not like I'm not already broken already. Whatever the reason I've been sticking to napping in the afternoon when my kids are napping and I've been listening to a good lot of my share of music. I wonder if my mood could be from finally watching New Moon. I love a good love story like the rest of you and I'm so team Edward hands down. Sorry Sweetie, he's sweet!!! I think I'm just crazy. That's it, I'm just crazy and I shouldn't fight it any longer. Okay, I'm not crazy but seriously what's up man? Oh, right Christmas is coming up and I'm not thinking about it yet but this weekend will be putting up the decorations. Christmas always makes me happy so I'll have to think harder. My daughter has a wonderful gift she wants to get for her father and I would post it but someone reads this blog I don't want him to know how thoughtful his beautiful smart 4 year old is and what she's getting him. (wink) If I remember after Christmas I'll post our daughters thoughtful gift to her father. I was so touched it almost made me cry. Oh right, it's my Birthday coming up less than a week away. Makes me blue every year. Sigh!!!! Cheer up, it's not like I don't like getting older I do but sometime in my life I'll actually embrace my Birthday with bells and whistles and cheer myself on but until then...well boo hoo!! It's my Birthday I'm allowed to feel less than excited. Maybe I just need to have faith in my own life and not worry so much of my inner demon's trying to taint my life's journey. Until then I'll just remember what's important with the love in my life. Take care, Peace!!!