Happy Birthday!!

My daughter is 5 years old day. I can't believe it and I'm reminded how special she is every single day even on those days where she tests my patience. I just want to teach her love is what drives us to be better people. I always remind her she is my special girl, a gift from GOD. She really inspires me. The way she came into this world a healthy tiny little thing with spunk and her birth showed me that life really is great. I was in a bad place when I found out I was pregnant with her. My diabetes was out of control and I didn't want the desire to change it. I was in full swing with my eating disorder and I was really not ready, mind, body and soul ready to have a baby. It's too different things to want to have a baby and actually be ready to have a baby. I wanted a baby but wasn't ready. Yes, it was a huge surpise when I found out I was pregnant. I fought hard for her during the pregnancy so she would have a fighting chance. She was perfect in every way and I truly believe she was meant for me at a time where I needed her birth to realize life is more greater than myself. She's a miracle and a blessing. I always said she choose us to be her parents and her little brother choose her to be his big sister. Happy 5th Birthday my little girl. You are truly my gift from God. I thank you!! Take care, Peace!!