It's been a wild three days without the hubby around. The daughter wanted to sleep with me because she was feeling insecure her Daddy was gone so I let her sleep with me which entailed me getting kicked upside the head all night. I was a restless sleeper as a child too so now I understand why no one wanted to sleep with me. I get it now.
So my hubby is back and I'm glad because I missed him not because the kids were running wild while he was gone because I just missed being in his space. I get nervous because he has to fly on an airplane. I used to love flying but since the kids have been born I get a little scared of flying like I don't want them to lose a mother or a father. It's strange how life works after you have kids especially after 9/11. I never used to be afraid of things until I had kids. I guess I realized my own mortality and also my hubbies. I don't want to lose him and I don't want my kids to lose their father. I'm selfish that way.
So my hubby is safe and sound with me and our children. I'm blessed beyond belief for the blessings I've been given. I appreciate it all but it doesn't mean I still can't be afraid of unexplained suffering if things may occur by flying on an aircraft out of any ones control. Flying is not for me but I'll still fly but I can't say I won't be scared about doing it. I'm glad he's home safe and sound and he may have to leave again in a few months to Austin, Texas for Business. I will make sure I'll enjoy the time with him until he goes and then I'll hold my breath until he's with me again but he's not leave yet. I got good advice from a wonderful person to not worry about tomorrow because tomorrow hasn't happened yet. Enjoy the moment because that's what counts. I so love that advice and I'm trying....really I'm trying to used the advice from this wonderful wise women. I truly am!!! Here's Aerosmith. The song my hubby and I choose as our song...okay the song I choose as our song. :) Take care, Peace!!
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