So, it's just me and my little boy by ourselves today. The daughter is spending time with her Grandparents and the hubby is helping his parents build their front deck. It's nice to have a little me time. The boy is having a good time just playing by himself playing his trains and I'm just sitting here wondering why the house is so quiet on this beautiful Saturday.
I don't get time like this very often. My plan is to work out in the front yard today pulling weeds and clean up our lawn. It's been neglected far too long. It's a rare feet I'm been having a little of my old self back to were I can work without feeling like I'm going to die. It's going to be nice and the weather is perfect. The hubby and I want to fix up the house so we can invite the family over for a summer barbecue to celebrate the kids just past birthday and just spend time with our whole family. We live so close to our extended family but we rarely see each other because we all have busy lives so it will be nice to just get together and catch up on life.
I don't know what is wrong this my blog. My hubby says I don't use a lot of breaks but it's not my fault, it's this blogger that is screwing up my entries. I can go back and fix them but I have wrote almost 190 entries. It would take me forever and I'm just lazy to go back and take the time to fix them. Just deal with it!! I understand it's hard to read and one day I may surprise myself and go back and fix them. It maybe fun to go back and read what I wrote and really realize I'm just one open book. I write what's on my mind. Some people think I'm a little to open with my thoughts and experiences. I don't have a problem writing about my life and I'm only human with feelings and life choices.
How are we as humans supposed to learn to grow if we don't share in our experiences and it's nice in awhile to realize we are never alone because somewhere, sometime and years between we had some form of connection to each other by our humanity. I have no problem sharing my thoughts, feelings, fears and my imperfections with the world. I have no problem answering the hard questions or my take on things. Heck, I even read all the hate mail I get. Mind you, I don't get a lot of hate mail but I do read it. Yes, the world can be cruel and I've had people email me of how misguided I am but then turn around and tell me I can go fuck myself in the same sentence doesn't help open the communication and open a discussion. I do laugh at those kind of emails. When you start your email out with "your a bitch" doesn't want me to engage in a conversation. I just press the delete button on your ass.
Well I'm babbling enough for one day. Take care, Peace!!
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