So I've been on some music train the last few days. I was thinking last night what three songs would sum up who I am about. It was a difficult choice because I love all kinds of music and the choices were hard but I managed to do it. There are some I want to share but maybe in another post sometime later.
I choose these three because they have meaning to me in a way I can't explain but I'll try. The first song was easy because I had many nights just playing this song over and over again. I get inspired by this song. When I was hurting like crazy, crying with sorrow in my heart, not feeling like I can move forward I would put this song on and feel like I can just survive. I really was just surviving and trying to figure out my life. I had many sleepless nights of trying to make sense of the life I was given. I was a lost soul. This song gave me strength put one foot forward. Here's Hero by Mariah Carey. Enjoy!!
The next song is from Brittany Spears. I love this song because my heart has been hurt many times by the people who were supposed to love me and protect me. I lost all faith with the matters of the heart and I just wanted a chance so be patient with me. Love took time for me to believe in. I was a damaged soul who just needed the chance to grow and flourish. Enjoy!!!
The last song gives me inspiration. The need to be raised up from all that pain. I so relate to his song. I had many nights just listening to this song. I just love it. I know how it feels to have no hope. I understand when you have no where to go. There are people in my life I thank because I had many days where I'm thankful they raised me up to see I was worth it. I was worth living to them and I was special to be here. There were days in my life I just couldn't bare feeling the hurt, sorrow and pain. I was emotionally broken. I thought my parents killed my soul and their were days I just didn't know if I could do it. I didn't know if I could deal with all the pain. I didn't want to kill myself but I didn't know if I had any strength left to live. It was a very difficult time in my life. It's not some place I ever want to go back too. I learned so much about myself from that time in my life. I've been to hell and back and I'm grateful for all the support I've gotten over the years from my friends. This songs raises me up. Here's Josh Groban You raise me up. Enjoy!!
So those are the three songs I would have to sum up who I am. I am a hero with in myself, I need sometime to come around and I've been raised up by the people who love me. Enjoy the love you have within you. Take care, Peace!!
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