Why I like to make my life difficult I don't know? I think deep down inside I love the challenge like my life isn't a challenge as it is. I need to make it twice as challenging. I need to make it as a hurdle and a huge hill and lets make it even more difficult by lets throw in there some sharp rocks to climb over. Okay, it's not that bad but sometimes life feels like that. Some days you want things to be easy.
Well my two kids and I got a good night sleep. It was needed from the night before when we didn't get any. I felt rested this morning and ready to get this party started. I fed the kids, got them dressed and out the door in record time to get the daughter to school. Things were going great, no fighting, no struggle, we were working as a team. So much love going on. My kids made their mother proud...then.............. I made the silly mistake in using the stroller this morning because I thought I would be kind to my son. My son has some allergy/cold thing going on and even though he's a little old for the thing I made the decision to use it. Big mistake...BIG!! But I did have good reasons!!
He is sick
He would have to walk in the cold
We could walk quicker with him in the stroller
It would be easier on him
But I didn't put into mind he's 35 lbs of 3 year old which I would have to push up some small tiny hill which this morning felt like a huge hill and me getting over my own sickness gave me more work then it was worth plus I don't know why they make those strollers so short like you have to be Igor bend over just to push the thing. Talk about sore arms and back...sheeesh!! At least, I got a good leg workout!!
I don't think I'll be using the stroller anymore. That was not what I had in mind this morning to make life easy. When I got home I thought I was going to faint. It's not like my daughters school is that far away. I'm tired. I wish I could sleep again but that's life!!! Life could be easy and I can live with easy. I really miss my husband right now. Take care, Peace!!
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