So a few weeks ago I hit a brick wall and everything I was going through the last several months came crashing down on my head. I just couldn't handle the way my life was going. I felt I was going down a path on my journey that I didn't feel was my path.
I waited and I listened to my heart and the other day my husband made a suggestion to one of my spiritual problems He made a suggestion to me that I think will work in dealing with our new church. We can serve and at the same time get our spiritual needs met by going to a different church on a different day to fill the need within me. I kinda like the idea. So this is a compromise to a situation I felt conflicted about.
I just needed patience to believe an answer was out there. I needed to understand my answers were not going to come like that day and now I feel better knowing I can serve our church and get the food at the same time. If that means we have to go to another church to do so then that's what my family needs to do for awhile.
I have done a few things around the house to calm my nerves about the chaos within my home. I've given our family room a little face lift and now the weather is getting better I have a plan to de-clutter my home.
It's been great now my energy level has been getting better I can keep up with the daily up keep of the home and it's made me less stressed. The laundry hasn't been piling up each week and it only takes me an hour just to tidy the house up which a few years ago it would take me all week to do. Of course, I'm not 100% there but if I keep moving forward my home will be the way I want it in a few months. That's nice!! That's peaceful so I can concentrate on important things in life like the world around me. Take care, Peace!!
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