Good chat and learning about life!

The hubby and I had a great talk last night talking about how I've been so blue in the past recent days. I was bothered and I couldn't make sense of my heartache surrounding my religion and the way I was feeling attacked. I love my relationship with my hubby and I can count on him for comfort knowing what I'm saying isn't foolish. He cares for me and we will talk until I have some peace in my heart. We stayed up way to late but it was all worth it. I did some reading today and to my amazement I'm feeling much better in my world called faith. I typically don't talk about my faith because it's private to me and my relationship with God is my personal business. My faith in religion is only a part of who I am as a whole. I strive to be the best I can and I constantly am wanting to learn more. I don't try to think I know everything and that's why I feel I need to understand everything around me. I want to understand the way someone else perceives the world from their point of view for maybe they may say something I didn't know or say something from a point of view that makes sense also. I strive on the fact I don't know much and it gives me the challenge to learn, read and educate myself on issues, world views and understanding I'm just one person in this world of many of strong individuals who are different and who have a lot to talk about. I wouldn't call myself smart but I do feel my struggles in my life up until a few years ago have gave me the stepping stone to know about forgiveness and the power of prayer. I really never called myself religious growing up or even felt like I had any sort of faith really. I learned to grow as a person because I know I need strength in something stronger than I am and to believe God will guide me during my struggles if I ask him for help. Life will be good as long as I believe. Take care, Peace!