September 12, 2008

Blog or not to Blog?

I wasn't interested in the whole "blogshere" until a few months ago. I was googling something for Stargate Atlantis and came across a blog from an Executive Producer of the show. I love his sarcastic remarks and behind the scenes information of the show. I could go on how much it makes me laugh but I don't have much time. The little one's do need their mother and not one sitting on the couch writing a long and thoughtful entry. I've been a Facebook junkie over a year now. I've been in contact with friends from High School. Oh how long ago that was, geez it's been 15 years. I've gotten in contact with a lot of family from my birth parents side. The applications have gotten too much. I have a few I can mange on a regular basis. I joined fan pages, groups that mean something to me on a personal level. It's been about 2 weeks when I decided of all things to write something on a fan site. I wanted to know what everyone was talking about. I think it was the worst mistake I've done in a long time. I was clueless and in my own happy world before this. I didn't know one of my favorite shows was the BIG topic of discussion. I decided to do my own posting and well the "cyber bullies" as I put it came out of the wood work. I understand some criticism and understand different opinions but these are people who just want to tear you down because of something you personally believe. They want to silence your voice and intimate you because that's what they do. You call them on somethings and they try to back track and make excuses to justify their opinion. You can dish it out but can't take it sounds like you need to look in the mirror. I had great people who knew how to write their opinion and have a discussion without attacking a stranger's character by name calling etc... Some of these cyber bullies make me laugh and I had a lot of laughing over the last few weeks. I was accused of being stupid, not intelligent, and how would I know anything because I don't have enough life experience. The last one was really funny to me because anyone who knows me personally knows I have plenty life experience to last a life time. I don't wish my life on anybody because I have a strong need to survive and a determination to keep on going. We all have things in our lives that are very hard to get past and move forward. Stuck in that ever lasting cycle of pain and suffering until you can't deal with it anymore. I had a lot of those moments most of my life and over came a lot of them and some I'll have to work on though out my life. My husband and children remind me everyday that my life is good. I can appreciate myself and my life. I also can stand up strong and keep my faith and not let some stranger in the "blogshere" to rip me down because it's not going to happen. Pick someone else to bully because this chick isn't going to fall for it. So my question to blog or not to blog. I have a voice with lots to say. I guess I decided to blog on the fact I have lots of life experience and wisdom I want to share. Cyber bully's you opened Pandora's box.

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