My rock bottom!

This was my rock bottom and this is when I decided to change my life around. I was tired and new I needed to change and didn't know where to start. I didn't know what to do and it felt like I had no where to go. It was the end of my road. I couldn't go any deeper and this was it. I was shattered and broken. I was defeated emotionally, physically and I needed hope in my life. I just found out I was pregnant sitting in the Doctor's exam room on my second appointment and wondering what I was doing. It was a scary place to be all alone and wondering if I could be strong and handle what was before me. It felt like I didn't have anything more to give. I was carrying a gift I knew in my heart at the time I didn't deserve. I needed help fast and I didn't have anything to lose...this was my end! When my RN came into the room and introduced herself to me I cried and told her everything. I was putting my feelings on the line to a stranger but this time it felt right. I couldn't handle my life anymore. I needed help. I felt like I had peace when she said she would help me because she took some of my burden away. I trusted her knowing she would do everything she could to get me though this journey. I knew I had along ways to go and with her on my side week after week she pulled me though my pregnancy. She made sure I was safe and got me medical staff on my side covering every angle to make sure I was taken care of. I grew up a lot during this time. I saw a different aspect of my life, my marriage and the love growing for this baby inside. I let my heart heal. I became an adult when I realized this pregnancy was the thing that saved my life. I believe it was a gift from God to show me I was worth it. Seeing her little face holding my daughter for the first time I knew I made it. I had my healthy beautiful baby girl. A new change in my life for the better. I want a different life for her and she deserves a strong mother to love her and keep her safe. She was the gift I needed to show me she was worth fighting for. My family needs me and I need them. Thanks so much my sweet little girl! Thanks to my husband for staying by me in my time of struggles and my RN who helped me get through this scary time. I appreciate it all. God bless!